baileyxoxo

Tainted Love

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 23:29:55 GMT

I am gonna be changing my LJ... its really gay and boring. It used to be so freaking cool...but no. Now its really gay because i wanted to change my picture...and then it went CRAZY! So yeah my new name is gonna be Nayika_me. Yeah well I know that sounds gay but I have this cool hat that says "Nayika" on it...and its AWESOME! yeah anyway. So if you know what the SUPER COOL background/color/font codes are can you PLEASE send them to me!!! K thanks

I LOVE YOU ALL.

Garden State

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 17:12:31 GMT

My Birthday.

Was not so good.

Ah i am sitting here crying right now because i just dont know why.

Maybe its the fact that i have been waiting for my Sweet 16 when nothing happened.

My mom tried to throw a surprise party for me, but nobody came.

I just am really upset over all of this because i just thought things woul;d have been better, but no, my mom goes on and tells me that I cant have a big party, so OK, then she tries to make me feel better. NO.

NO NO NO.

I hate my mom. I HATE HER. I HATE MY FAMILY. I HATE THIS.

I have to go to FUCKING counciling sessions because my mom thinks i am a horrible child when i am NOT! My dad pays $200 a session for the guy to tell me that there is nothing wrong with me. WHY CANT SHE JUST FUCKING SHIT UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE. If i am so unperfect then why dont you just disown me then?

Sorry I am not like your 'perfect' other childern.

Ah this sucks and I hate crying. I hate this. I hate this. I HATE THISS!!!

I HATED TURNING 16. I knew it would suck. I knew it would suck. I new it would suck. I knew it would suck.

Why cant i just crawl up and be nothing and just watch the rest of my life crumble into a nothing, because that it what it is going to do. I HATE THIS.

I CANT HANDLE THIS I CANT HANDLE THIS I CANT HANDLE THIS I CANT HANDLE THIS!!!!

I wish this would go away.

PLease stop crying, Bailey.

Please stop crying, Bailey.

Please stop crying, Bailey

I cant.

I cant.

I cant.

I dont get it. I dont get this. Just everyone? Why WHY.

"Here I am...Perfect as I am ever gonna be"

Wed, 01 Sep 2004 00:54:54 GMT

I really needed to say this, It has really been bugging me.

____ I need to talk to you. You havent been acting yourself lately and I noticed because you just arent the same anymore. I just miss the old you, the one that didnt go around dressing up to impress everyone, telling everyone how cool you are and what music you listen to because you look 'hardcore' when you say it, and i miss the REAL YOU. The one that wasnt this fake, wannabe that you are right now. What are you doing? Who are you trying to prove? I am just telling you how I feel. This just isnt you. I am not used to this "new" you. What happened? What happened to the sweet, Britney-loving girl that I loved because she was so unique and bubbly all the time? What happened to the girl next door? What happened to the "i dont care what anyone esle thinks, I am _______ _________ _________!" WHAT THE HECK HAPPENED? I just dont get this...i just dont get you. I loved you for who you were... Not who you think you are trying to be. I want you to understand how I am feeling. I am not the only one that noticed. I am probably the last one to notice. But you blinded me...I never thought you would do this all just because "the cool kids are" Why are you trying so hard to fit in when you were BORN TO STAND OUT? When you tell me that "oh I am this! Oh I am that!" Well ________ I dont care what clothes you wear, what music you listen to or tell people you do, I dont care what your hair color is...I care about the girl I used to know, because It seems like you arent her anymore. I miss that. I miss her. When is she coming back?

♥

*Nsync...WORD.

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 22:32:55 GMT

You know that taste you get when you have two sodas next to eachother, one is old and warm while the other one is cold and you reach for the cold one, but the warm one just so happens to switch places with the cold one and you take a BIG gulp of warm-two day old-soda that you never wanted to taste. Yeah well that just happened to me like 3 seconds ago. Ew...it sucks.

"I want to be where love is real."

Daphne Loves Derby is the GREATEST band. Wow I love them. So good. Soooo GOOOOD!

Yeah well today was interesting. I mean...I didnt really do anything extra special and I think thats why it was interesting. Like this morning I got up...took a shower, went to school, went to all my classes then went home. OH WAIT!

Somthing exciting did happen today. I forgot. Ok well I didnt go out to lunch today, so I stayed on campus with Monique, Emilaaayyy and Melanie. Yeah that was really fun. I had these old pics from 6h grade and I showed then to good ol' Katie and Melanie and I were like going back and talking about all these old memories. WOW that was SO FUN. I have decided that I am going to have a party with everyone from 6th grade and It is GONNA BE AWESOME!!!

Ok well yeah thats what I did.

OH YEAH and then when I got home...I TOTALLY ATE IT GOING UP THE FRONT STEPS TO MY HOUSE. omg. The last time I fell...like HARD was when i was at Cabrillo beach um last October. haha man that was so bad....I fell and RIPPED MY PANTS THAT TIME! haha yeah well i was wearing a skirt today...and nobody saw so I am good. haha.

♥

Layss...Yummy.

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 20:04:41 GMT

I AM 78% EMO!

Holy gee whilikers... I am as emo as it gets... I will try to cheer the heck up and stop wiping my nose on my sweater...

Take the EMO test at Fuali.com

WORD. haha emo me? wow I dont think so. Yeah well anyways. I took the quiz because i needed to do somthing for like 5 minutes. The end.

Signature? Yes. Its required.

Sat, 21 Aug 2004 04:30:35 GMT

First week of school...wow its over.

It was pretty good I have to say. Its just so hot outside!!!

Well last night I went over to Ricky's house and we watched Wuthering Heights. That was fun. Haha...but the best part was pinching him. hahaha.

Um Tonight was really fun actually...Um Monique came over and she took me to IN and OUT!! Her six months are up and yeah...its so much fun! I love MoFo hahaha.

Ok well thats all for now. I am gonna go to bed because I need to wake up at like 8 tomorrow for an SAT class. woo.

♥

Chanel. Chance.

Tue, 17 Aug 2004 04:22:59 GMT

Yes Hello everyone that reads this.

Haha I felt like saying that...

Um today was the FIRST day of school. It suckedrocked. If ANYTHING could do that...it would have to be today. I guess i could define suckedrocked...but it is self explanatory. Ok so I might as well tell you about it....Ok so I wear my cute outfit and things were going GREAT! Ok i get out of the car without tripping..i mean I woke up ontime and EVERYTHING. Yay!!! Ok so then my first class is Physics. Peter has that class with me and I sit next to him...its cool. Yeah so then before I knew it...the class was over! So off to Spanish 3 with my good ol' pals Suzie, Andrea, Tracy, Heather, Danielle...and blah. Ok so when I get in the class...I was like wow! I know SO MANY PEOPLE! Like John Higby, Doug, Behdad, Bryan P. and yeah. So that was cool. Then all is going well and I am actually understanding what the teacher is saying...because it was ALL in spanish. haha. And then I get my schedule changed. WOW. I didnt even ask for one. Yeah so then I was put in Theatre...WHAT??? I dont want THEATRE!!! WTF?!?! Ok so then I go to Theatre because I had it next. Yeah and GUESS what we do ALL period? DANCE! DANCE! DANCE! On any other day it would have been fun. BUT NO. wow. It sucked. I was so hot and I was wearing heels. It is SO hard to dance in heels! My Gosh! Ok so then if that wasnt enough...I didnt have a History class anymore! And i needed it! So Then i was just thinking 'whatever i will get it all changed after school'...so yeah then after that I had Choir. ALWAYS the hightlight of my day! Except for the fact that Mrs. Purdy gave me like someones old music folder to file their old music. And i was thinking...GEE this kinda sucks. Even though I am in charge of all the music...so whatever it was my job. So i went into the library and only to find a WHOLE stack of music to be filed. ugh. Ok well so i was doing that....um I am stil not done. But its cool I will finish tomorrow. Ok...

Wow I am not even like half way through my day. Ok...so the story continues.

Brunch was before Choir...I forgot to say that. But it wasnt important. Ok so then Suzie and I have to walk all the way from Choir to English in the new G Building...which is CLEAR ACCROSS CAMPUS!!! OMG. My feet were KILLING me. Yeah so then we make it just in time for class. I walk up the ramp and I was talking to Suzie about how we could have gone around to the otherside..blahhh...and then she was like "Look Ricky is in this class!" and I was like "Huh?...What?" So then i get close to the window and realize that Ricky is sitting RIGHT by the window. Um yeah kinda embarassing...but wait until to hear the next part. Yeah so then like i walk in and Katarina saved me a SEAT!! Yeah but then Suzie sat down in it so its ok...so I didnt see anymore seats so I sat in this chair and The teacher told me to fill in the other seats so I get up and go to the otherside of the room. Ok so as I was walking, down this very narrow aisle i might add, There were these ceiling panels leaning on the side of the wall...so I try to get by them but i bump right into them and they almost fall! AHHH So then i was like "wow I am embarassed" and that was the end. Ok that class was boring....Yes there is more.

K So I go with Suzie to go get lunch because we have OFF CAMPUS PASSES!!! WOO WOO! Yay. Ok so we go to her house because I HAD TO CHANGR SHOES BECAUSE MY POOR FEET! Yeah so then i go do that and go back to lunch at school and NOBODY is there!!! MY GOSH! I saw my sister and talked to her for a bit but that was about it. Yeah so then I had Math after lunch. Not that bad...The teacher is kinda corky...but hey...who isnt? haha ok so then my dad picks me up and then i go home at 2! Oh yeah and I did remember to go to the office to change my schedule.

KKK Thats the end of my day.School day. Ok so then my mom takes me and my sister to Office Max to get to school stuff. Yeah...MAD HOUSE in there! Yeah and then she forgets her purse at home so Bree and I sit on the office chairs and roll around until my mom go back...Um like AN HOUR GOES BY and then she Finally comes. So yeah. I got some new school stuff. WOOT WOOT.

Ok The end.

♥

Enriched Classic?

Sat, 14 Aug 2004 23:14:05 GMT

This is gonna be a long one...I havent written in a while...

Well today has been quite eventful and its only 3...well almost 4.

I got up today and started cleaning my room...SHOCKING, i know! And then I cleaned the bathroom and vaccuumed the stairs. And then i took a nice, hot shower. And then I started reading Wuthering Heights. Oh my its actually not THAT bad. I mean...I read the first two chapters and was completely lost, but for some reason, I liked it after. Weird. I hate reading? haha Oh well. Yeah and then my sister told me that my puppy Lizzie had a TICK!!! Talk about gross. Well yeah we tried to get it out...and we did. Well atleast I hope we did. Um yeah and now I am sitting here...talking to myself...and thought LJ time! haha.

Ok well yesterday was so much fun! I got to hang out with my good ol' pal Suzie. She drives now so we went out for lunch and then shopping! That was fun...except i didnt have any money for shopping so whatever.

This last week of Summer has kinda sucked. Well actually no it was really fun. But it just sucks because I have school THIS monday! AHHH.

Um I know what I am going to wear...and I think so people are gonna be like "What OMG?" haha but yeah I am wearing this Yellow Polo Shirt and my new orange skirt and some pumps I just bought...for 3 bucks! yay! And I think I am gonna borrow some earrings from the Sissy. But ehh I dont know. I just tried it on and thought...this would be cute for the first day of school.

Yeah so I have tomorrow and...THATS IT! NO MORE SUMMER! Dang this sucks. Its gonna be weird going back to school. Dont get me wrong school is really fun...BUT i dont really wanna see everyone. Like...all first days of school are the same. Everyone changes and yatta yatta. Yeah i changed. I think. But maybe its for the better. Hmm...oh well. I just wanna go to school and get through the day without hearing somthing like tha. Summer was so much fun and I am gonna get asked by like EVERYONE what I did over summer.

Well here is my answer; "My summer was really great!"

I think I might go do some more school shopping tomorrow, but i really dont know. I need a Binder and dividers and...stuff.

I think I am actually going to dye my hair tonight. Dark Brown. Not like Ashlee Simpson dark...but somthing kinda close. I need a change and its about time I make a drastic one. I mean...I love the color of my hair now, but I dont wanna start school with a newer look and then a week later dye my hair... I think that would just be strange. Well now that I think about it...My look isnt any different. I just got a few new school clothes that I can mix and match with my old stuff to make look semi new. That makes sense right? Oh well who reads this anyway.

Well um. Me and Ricky. Arent together. For anyone who actually wants to know. We arent together. But maybe soon. I just need to freaking figure things out. So FYI...we arent together.

We have a fish tank at my house...and I walked by it today and half of that water is gone. But i think the fish are ok.

Yeah well thats about all I have to say. For now. I hope that when school starts I can like update this everyday because I want to be able to look back and be like "Ohhh yeah, that happened!" wow thats pathetic.

Ok well I am done.

♥ I love everyone that reads this! hehe

Smarter Better FASTER!

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 00:21:43 GMT

Stay... Lisa Loeb. ♥ ♥ ♥

You say I only hear what I want to
And you say I talk so all the time-so

And I thought what I felt was simple
And I thought that I don't belong
And now that I am leaving
Now I know that I did something wrong cause I missed you
Yeah, I missed you

And you say I only hear what I want to
I don't listen hard
I don't pay attention to the distance that you're running or to
Anyone, anywhere
I don't understand if you really care
I'm only hearing negative, no no no - bad

So I turned the radio on I turned the radio up
And this woman was singing my song
The lover's in love and the other's run away
The lover is crying cause the other won't stay
And some of us hover when we weep for the other who
was dying
Since the day they were born well
Well this is not that
I think that I'm throwing but I'm thrown

And I thought I'd live forever but now I'm not so sure
You try to tell me that I'm clever but that won't take me anyhow
Or anywhere with you

And you said that I was naive
And I thought that I was strong
I thought hey I can leave, I can leave
But now I know that I was wrong cause I missed you
Yeah I missed you

You said you caught me cause you want me
And one day I'll let you go
You try to give away a keeper or keep me cause you're know
you're
just too scared to lose

And you say, stay

You say I only hear what I want to

Sprint

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 17:22:06 GMT

Last night was so much fun.

After a LONG day at registration for school, Katarina, Suzie and Summy came over to hang out. Suzie had to leave like 5 minutes later so then...it was just TEL left at my house. haha. Yeah well we stayed up taking crazy pictures and just being goofy.

Ricky came over too, but he wasnt in any of the pictures.

This is my Schedule for next year:

1) Physics -Downs
2) Spanish 3 -Harris
3) US History -Varner
4) Choir -Purdy
5) Honors Brit Lit -Kasdorf
6) Math -Denny

Well i get out at 2. Bummer. Oh well it will be awesome because I have Katarina in one of my classes!

I finally got a cell phone. I have been waiting forever for one...and I finally got one! yay. woo. alright enough excitement.

Gosh I am so tired.

Ah School starts August 16. I am kinda ready I guess. I have to read a gosh dang book. AHHH dang it. For Honors. Well I better get started. I have like a week and a half of school left. I hate starting school in August. What happened to September? Oh well.

I am done.

I am hungry.

Ok the end.

Room for Squares

Sun, 25 Jul 2004 01:10:14 GMT

Ouch.

This is like the first time i wore my retainer in a while...and it HURTS!

Anyway.

I really dont ave anything else to say besides the fact that i talked to HANNAH! Yay we were talking on the phone for like an hour just about everything. It was so great since i didnt get to see her and all.

Thats all for now. ♥

Oh yes...JOHN MAYER IS MY HERO. Its his clarity that gets me.

X-523

Thu, 22 Jul 2004 23:19:57 GMT

Complete Moisture.

Yes. No. YES. NO. No. No. no............................ YES

Hey guess what? Ring just let it call your name.

New Jersey Bound....

♥ They are breaking, when you are faking, because I wanna run away. Run Away.

I am so in love with you. Just so inlove with two.

Theres two, I must admit. Ew spit that out. Get rid of it. Just do it.

Shut up. I am looking for an answer and you arent helping.

I am grounded. For three months. I am on a wreck. Dont come any closer.

Stop it...JERK.

I miss my cousin. I love her so much. Just come backkkkk.

Ding Ding. Yeah thats it. Just keep playing that beat. Not beat box...Go on ahead.

That sounds better. Let it all go. Just breathe.

I have had you on my mind. Its been a week. We could get out of here.

We could feel alive. For the first time. All year.

Go on ahead, let it all fade away. Just come with me. Drive.

Dont stop. Get it. Just keep going. Give it.

Ouch that hurts. Stop stinging me. It pinches hard. Like a pincher bug.

Its huge. Get it off of me. I cant stand this. It hurts to much.

Green. Yellow. Red. Blue. Blue...Purple

DO YOU GET THIS ALL NOW? I dont think you thought you ever knew you did.

Listen. Breathe. Slow down. Its coming.

Its alright. Its ok. You never meant anything anyway.

Just go faster. Feel it all. Why arent you talking?

Are you deaf? Does this all come clear?

Listen Learn Loathe

Get it now? Its frustrating, confusing and I want you to understand. There two.

There is two of you. That Have it all.

Will you listen. I am sorry it hurts.

It hurts here. It hurts HERE. ♥

You speak to me. Why? When? Who? Who cares?

I care. I wanna know. Why? When? How?

Just feel. Just listen. Just turn around and look.

I am standing here. Right here.

Waiting just for the time to pass. Why wont this love last?

You brought me here.

The best is still yet to come. Stop. Just stop.

Say what you mean. I will do anything. I wanna know.

I cant sleep. I cant talk. I cant breathe.

I am giving it up. Just giving it away. Just giving it away.

Its Surrender. Im Surrounded. Oh Splendid!

Random. Its who i am.

What have you become? Who are you? What will you be?

Lifted. Lifted. Lifted. Am i gifted? No.I think not.

Get out of here. Its time to go.

You should know somthing. Its one thing. I like to say.

Anyway.

Anyway.

Free...Its all just free.

Talk louder. I cant hear the noise.

CD-R

Wed, 21 Jul 2004 06:50:24 GMT

♥

I really feel like crap. The more I try and figure things out, the worse they become. I just dont get it.

I got the Bright Eyes cd. Yes i know that it came out a long time ago...But i got it anyway because Tyler from camp really made me wanna go out and get it.

My cousin is leaving in 2 days. I honestly have no idea what I am going to do without her. She is so awesome. I really love her so much and she has been here for three weeks and it will be so strange without her here. AHHH i dont know what I am going to do.

I missed Hannah. She came down to Cali, but i was at camp, so i couldnt see her. That was really depressing.

I kinda miss school.

WOAH. I know that i probably just sounded really stupid by saying that. But i miss it. I miss all my friends and I miss it.

I miss PowerChord. Even though this year wasnt as fun as last year, i still had TONS of fun. From meeting new people and hanging out with old ones. It was awesome. The dorm rooms sucked though...and also there was one shower for like 35 girls. ew. haha. Oh well. I miss everyone from camp...Samir ♥ Katherine, Steph, Cliffy, Anthony, that little Ashley girl (haha), Juno, Steven, Evan telling me to hook-up with Samir. Hmm and just so many more. I wanna just go back and hang out with everyone for just one more day...

My CD burner is being stupid. Grr. It burned 3 cds JUST fine...but THEN...UGH it had to be stupid and just STOP working. Hmm...yeah that sucks.

Its getting late. Night. ♥

Quick & Gentle

Sun, 18 Jul 2004 08:42:08 GMT

Yay! I just got back from camp and i had such an awesome time. I met so many cool people and it was so much fun. I love the song that we recorded and I hope the video turns out well.

Right now my cousin is playing her guitar and she is so awesome. Wow she amazes me with her like SUPER awesome voice! ♥ I love her with all my heart.

Yeah well she is leaving in like 5 days...sad face.

Ricky came over for a while. That was really fun. We went swimming and he smells sooo good. Oh my! and he FINALLY broke up with megan. Which i was suprised. I just think that he should hold off...at least for a while.

I hope i get my nails done tomorrow. I have sooo much laundry to freaking do...OH god.

Thats all for now.

Goodnight. ♥

Hotlines

Sat, 10 Jul 2004 05:37:44 GMT

Yay!

Um well after all i am grounded from driving, BUT i am still able to have fun with my cousin and yeah its really great!

So on Wednesday Cassie and I went to the mall and that was so much fun. We went shopping, I got some new jeans and it really fun. Then we went to Bjs and got a pazookie! And the waiter hit on us! haha Um then Petesy came over and we watched a movie. AHHH the Texas Chainsaw!

Thursday we went to Hurricane Harbor! WOOO! and tried to get tan! We had alot fun and i saw a TON of people that i knew! um yeah thats about it. Then after we stopped by Summys house to say hey! and yeah...thats all.

Today! We went to the beach! and GOT TAN! YESSSS!!! And Cassie just got done dying my hair! I am waiting for it to be done...which is about now.

Tomorrow I am packing for PCA with Cas. WOOO!

Scotch 3M

Tue, 06 Jul 2004 20:33:55 GMT

I am grounded.

For 3 months.

I can't drive.

Boohoo.

DANG IT!

Well I guess I could tell you why I am grounded...because that would make sense. Ok so yesterday, my good ol pal Hunter came over to go swimming. I didnt really wanna swim. Um my mom wasnt home and my dad was upstairs watching tv. So i decided to take my dads car, with Hunter in it, to go get some icecream. Bad Idea. I get home and get caught and now i cant drive with my permit for 3 months. Which leaves me at October 5. Ahhh which sucks. But I will still be able to get my license in December. Which is good i guess. And thank god that I didnt get pulled over or my license would be taken away until i was 18. Sigh. I am just glad that is all over and done with.

I went to the doctors today to get a shot. Ouchies. It hurt. Then i went with my mommy to get a bagel. Yummy. Ok well that is all.

Ouch my arm hurts!

Guess

Mon, 05 Jul 2004 21:11:50 GMT

Yeah well I am back to my LJ...YES! I am really happy because I was so good with keeping it up...but then I just kinda forgot about how awesome it really was...hmm anyway. I made it look all pretty with the help of my cousin. I really wanted a brighter look...but i ended up with black! haha well yeah my cousin went with my Aunt and other cousin for a few days so i get to sit at home and vegitate! haha Yeah well i was cleaning my room but then I realized how much i hate cleaning and how i should write in my LJ. I feel better after I do.

Wow i just spent about 10 minutes ixing my god damn chair. Yes the one i happen to be sitting on right this very moment. Yeah well it SUCKS! It ALWAYS is falling apart and UGH i need a new one! Yeah well...i dont know when i am getting one...but i think i am just going to switch with my sister for right now because she has the good one. haha.

Um i got my PERMIT! Yes yes yes! I am sooo happy. I love driving. It is just so awesome. WOOO YEAH!

I have really bad cramps right now and my nose is all running and I am craving some pretzels right about now. I hate being on my period it really sucks. It just makes me feel and look like crap. CRAP! I hate it.

I just cant stand how some people can just be so fake. What is with that!? Like I know that when I first meet someone...I am not going to go tell them that i like something just for them to like me. Um who am i fooling...UM MYSELF! Yeah and it sucks because I just hate people that are like "oh yeah I am emo because I dress like it" Um Hi....NO THANKS. Thats not fake...thats GAY! Let me give a better example. "Oh yeah I LOVE THAT BAND!" When you have only heard one song! or havent even listened to them at all! well thats more so making a fool of yourself. haha. Yeah well I just hate it all.

I really cant wait to go to camp because i know it will be awesome.

XOXO Bailey

Hey!

Sun, 04 Jul 2004 06:46:36 GMT

Yeah well its been a really long time since I last wrote anything in this journal...but i gotta start again because my cuz has one and hers is awesome. So yeah...Um She is here for 3 weeks and we are going to Powerchord next week! YAY! Ohhh yes! I am happy. Ok well that is all for now.

XOXO Bailey

501 Medium

Sun, 18 Apr 2004 20:35:23 GMT

Yeah, well right now i have to wait 30 minutes for my hair color to 'sink in and saturate every strand' so i decided to write in here. Well yeah this weekend has been fun. I saw Hannah and Kat and Sum and Wyn on Friday night. That was really fun. Then Kat spent the night because she had no ride home. But it was sooo fun we watched what lies beneath and it was kinda freaky.

Well besides that, i went looking for a bathing suit but i didnt find one. So i am just probably going to buy my own. yeah well hopfully my hair will look good because it is going to be like a dark brown, with like reddish highlights, yeah i am doing it all myself and i am kinda scared! yeah well anyways. I have like 15 mor minutes of waiting to do...lalala.

Yay i was so happy that i got to spend a week with my dearest Hannah! It was so much fun with her here, and i wish that she had come to school, but she couldnt have because he grandpa is really sick.

eeek my head itches!!! ahh i want my hair to turn out well! hmm ok well yeah. I have like um 13 mor minutes now, i think i am going to go eat somthing...i am hungry! ok well i will talk to you all later!

XOXO Bailey

Tue, 13 Apr 2004 04:01:53 GMT

What is your full name:: Justine Bailey Mobley

Yeah well that is all i am going to do for now. Those stupid thingys where you have to fill out EVERYTHING, oh man...seems like way to much work for me. Yeah well anyways. Today was kinda...ehhh, but yeah tomorrow Kat and HANNAH and i are gonna go out to lunch and yeah! it is gonna be great! i cant wait to see Hannah! YAY!

I am offcially a member of the LESBIAN CLUB! oh yes. It was originated my Kelly Russo and myself. If you wish to join, then raise your hand! The only requirements are:
1) Hatred of boys
2) Bad luck in the LOVE department
3) You must be a female (sorry!)

Yeah well besides that...umm i have nothing else to say! I am going to clean up my room and get some laundry started! i got start testing tomorrow!

Later Kiddos! -Bailey

Peeps!

Mon, 12 Apr 2004 04:10:17 GMT

All i have to say is Happy Easter! yay!

Ok well today was pretty good. I woke up, late as usual and then i went with the family to brunch... yummt it was pretty good! Yeah and so then since my family and i were in Northridge, my mother dragged us all over CSUN because she went there. OH GOSH. that was FOREVER and my feet hurt! yeah so then i went home and looked for my eggs! yay! and then i got PEEPS! i love PEEPS! wow! i really do!

Yeah so then that was my day, quite uneventful and stuff. But yeah this past week was kinda cool. On thursday, Sum and Kat and I went over to Coreys house and it was fun because i saw Wes! yay for like the first time in seriously FORVER! Yeah well that was fun. Summar got kinda mad at me because i was flirting with Brian. But yeah then Katty and Summy stayed the night. It was kinda cool, but yeah they exclude me somtimes, but its ok i guess. I just decided to go to sleep. (well pretend to sleep) yeah and then umm i woke up and they both left at like 9 so yeah i didnt really do anything the rest of Friday.

Saturday i had to wake up at 7 to go to this tutoring place at 9. I wasted 4 hours of my life taking this lousy test. It was sooo horrible. It was so hard and so draining. Yeah so then my dad and i went over to the mall for some Mongolian Food because that is the ONLY thing that would make me happy, and when we got there...IT WAS GONE!!! I couldnt believe it! i seriously LOVED THAT PLACE. so then i had to eat this gross japanese food. it was sooo spicy i wanted to cry. But since i love my dad and he is trying to hard to help me, i ate all of it because he was eating it too.

Ever since i got home from Canada things have been just blahhh. I am kinda sad that Spring Break is over, but i did get my stero fixed!!! yes! that makes me sooo happy because wayyyy back in october, it broke. But now it is fixed thanks to my daddy! well, i am going to go do laundry and and take a much needed shower.

Some people are just so funny. It is great.

Some people are just so fake. It is funny.

Some people are just so great. Thank God for them.

Happy Easter everyone! XOXO Bailey

Classic

Thu, 08 Apr 2004 03:59:45 GMT

Woo.

I just got back from my trip to Canada and it was so much fun! Not to mention the fact that i got to travel out of the country, saw the cutest guy ever, got to sing with the Vancouver symphony, got to stay in a 5 star hotel AND go into a WHOLE bunch of designer stores! I seriously had the time of my life. It was so great to hang out with Laurel, Emilaaay and somtimes Suzie. Nothing could have been better. I got to go to Butchart Gardens, The Space Needle (in Seattle), Grouse Mountain, and sooo much more!WOW WOW WOW is all i have to say!

Yeah well i am probably going to be sleeping until friday because i hardly got any sleep in Canada, but yeah on Friday my dearest HANNAH IS COMING FROM SEATTLE!!! YEAHHH! I am so glad that she is coming! I missed her so much and i honestly cant wait until i get to see her! She is going to be stayong for a while and she will get to come to school! YES YES YES!

I had In and Out today! yes!

I think i might be going bathing suit shopping tomorrow! YEAH!

Enoughs enough, and that is all i have to say for now. Bye!

Extra Hold

Mon, 29 Mar 2004 00:25:58 GMT

FAKE. GET OUT.
fake is not wanted anywhere.

OK....yeah. its true

So many weird things happen to me, some I cant expalain.

I AM GOING TO CANADA IN 4 DAYS. YAY.

I need someone.

This is not a test.

Wed, 24 Mar 2004 01:57:30 GMT

Sex it up!

I dont really like anyone anymore, i am not gonna get anything from Justin so yeah i dont think i am gonna waste my time anymore, because i guess he just doesnt like me...or doesnt want any...hmm oh well.

Yeah i love icecream.

MMM.

I talked to Haley for like the first time in 2 years...like the other day. Pretty cool. I missed her. hehe well thats all for now.

Soft Solid

Mon, 22 Mar 2004 04:07:12 GMT

This weekend was pretty crazy.

Friday: Went to the movies for like the first time in like 2 months. I saw Startsky and Hutch with the ONE AND ONLY Katty. Oh yeah and Hunter and Nick.
We had some cold stones...mmm. Then i went over to Kats for the night.

Saturday: Had to wake up at 5:30 in the morning because of Dance. We had a competition and i was gone until like 10 at night, but it was fun because it was out last one! Butit kinda sucked for some people, but thats a LONG story.

Sunday: Woke up at 5! AHHH! I got to go Snowboarding! woo! it was actually really fun! I got to hang out with my Girl Scout troop (well just Kristina and Melanie)But yeah i am getting pretty good actually! There were many hott guys up there, but since i woke up at like 5...i had no time to put on any real make-up so i looked pretty scary!

Right Now: Writing in my journal after i finished my dinner from Don Cucos. mmm. And my mom was telling me how i know some girl names Jessica Torres, so i looked her up in the yearbook, and i realised who she was, but my mom said that i used to always play at her house and how we used to be such good friends. Oh man. Pretty cool!

Well thats about it for my weekend. Its time for a shower because i need to get some much needed sleep.